Hello, there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
- Blink 182
There are days that weigh so heavy. Days when I can't stop my mind from traveling back to those times. It's too intense to handle, actually. I hope someday it will fade without a trace.
Or at least I survived last nite.
잘했어, Mia.
Since I already back living in Indonesia couple months ago, I finished going back and forth Japan-Indonesia time of my life, now at least something got more stable. I don't have to go to Japan at the end of the month (thats what I did in the last one year), which also there is a conflict on my mind because of this: I do like going to Japan, lol, but leaving the kids is always the hardest part.
Sooo, I really have a lot of photos I wanna dump here, since life is too taihen back then :') And I found some of my files got currupt. So sad.
So be ready! (Also when I am ready lol)
Oh God please show me how to release my anger, my sadness, those things that I still kept.
One day two years ago, I remember I showed up for myself.
I was in my rock bottom at that time. But I showed up.
Now I couldn't be more proud about those days.
Spending my morning with my coffee and my book in this first day of the year.
