There are days that weigh so heavy. Days when I can't stop my mind from traveling back to those times. It's too intense to handle, actually. I hope someday it will fade without a trace.
Or at least I survived last nite.
잘했어, Mia.
Since I already back living in Indonesia couple months ago, I finished going back and forth Japan-Indonesia time of my life, now at least something got more stable. I don't have to go to Japan at the end of the month (thats what I did in the last one year), which also there is a conflict on my mind because of this: I do like going to Japan, lol, but leaving the kids is always the hardest part.
Sooo, I really have a lot of photos I wanna dump here, since life is too taihen back then :') And I found some of my files got currupt. So sad.
So be ready! (Also when I am ready lol)
Oh God please show me how to release my anger, my sadness, those things that I still kept.
One day two years ago, I remember I showed up for myself.
I was in my rock bottom at that time. But I showed up.
Now I couldn't be more proud about those days.
Spending my morning with my coffee and my book in this first day of the year.
Getting near to the end of this year, I took a flashback of what happened in 2025 since the beginning. This year was long. I have to go back to my hard drive to look for good memories. Not to belittling my bad memories, but since I've been trying to remember the good one more, to embrace what I've passed.
Too many memories, too many photo I wanna upload, so I limit only 5 photos a month. Lol.
Here we are..
January.
February.
Croatian dinner first-timer in Tokyo (with real Croatian lol).
My ultimate solo-traveling to Echigo Yuzawa.
March.
Grabbing morning sandwiches at a French Bakery with Gaby.
Flew Haneda (Tokyo) - Kuala Lumpur - Jakarta at the beginning of the month.
Meeting Kijing at Ifex.
Observation research at Kindjie.
Meeting Jupi.
Climbing with the boys.
April.
Morning date with these two.
Sakurayama with the girls.
Draft's 30th birthday party.
Narita Drum Festival with Matea.
Gaby's farewell party.
May.
Tsukiji Outer Market with Mama and Papa.
Chiba Zoo with Pidap.
Morning stroll around Ochanomizu.
Play around campus.
June.
Flew Tokyo - Beijing - Jakarta.
Meeting them.
Secret party at home.
To the mall with Tury.
July.
Funabashikeibajo with Icha.
Meeting Camen after 23 years!
Say goodbye to Yao (and Zhao).
August.
Meeting Ricky again after... 25 years?
Meeting Mba Nin in Payu's last day.
Time to say goodbye to Ray :(
Leaving Midoridai :'(
September.
October.
November.
December.
Thank you 2025. I will proceed to 2026.
