Selasa, 28 Desember 2010

First Snow.

Saya mau cerita tentang mimpi sayah barusan.

Jadi adegan pertama adalah saya lagi nelfon, atau ditelfon, sama.... errr Pa Deddy. Iya Pa Deddy Wahjudi dosen dp, hahahaha. Kayaknya Pa Deddy lagi nugasin saya sesuatu tp saya lupa apa, nah sementara nelfon saya juga sambil jalan ke suatu tempat baru, dan terusss... ada salju! Saya terus ngomong ke Pa Deddy, buat lanjutin ngobrolnya nanti.. soalnya ada salju dan ini first snow sayah! hahahaha..
Lanjut lagi.. setelah saya nutup telfon, ternyata saya lagi sama adik sayah, si iie. datenglah kita ke tempat yang banyak orang lagi menikmati salju, di musim panas! ada matahari nyorot mata saya soalnya, kayak udah miring mau tenggelam gitu. Ceritanya saya lagi di Eropa. Saya inget orang orang pada foto foto, ada yang pas lagi mau gaya, mundur mundur eh malah kecebur kolam renang! ahhahha. saya juga moto moto pake kamera saya, yang saya foto itu bongkahan bongkahan es hampir bulet sempurna segede ban mobil. heeee.....
Terus saya dan adik saya pergi mencari makanan... dan kita mampir ke kios buah, ada emang emangnya tiga orang, yang tampaknya sudah akrab dengan adik sayah. Ada banyak melon di kios buahnya. Tapi tampaknya yang adik saya cari ngga ada (saya ngga tau apa). Terus kita jalan lagi.. kali ini jalannya kayak diujung jalan banceuy mau ke suniaraja (naoooon deui), dipinggir jalan banyak kios kios makanan kayak yang suka ada di tengah tengah jalan kalo di mall. Nah di kios paling ujung ada yang menarik, si kios jualan roti kayak roti prancis, tapi seukuran buat barbie! hahhahaa..
Yang saya inget lagi, saya lagi nyari jalan pintas mau kmanaaa gt, asa ke jalan di sebelah jalan tempat saya berdiri, trs ada Agam. Agam nyuruh saya lewat ke satu pintu yang bisa tembus ke jalan yang saya tuju, yaaaaang.... pintu itu ternyata tokonya Eiger. nyah! karna saya penakut, bahkan di mimpi, saya milih lewat jalan biasa yang harus muter dan meninggalkan si Agam... hahahha

nah udah, saya ngga tau lagi lanjutannya apa.... hahhahhaa mimpi yang aneh.

kalo dipikir pikir.... isi mimpi itu punya arti semua:

- Pa Deddy. pikiran saya udah ngga bisa lepas dari TA (Pa Deddy dosen pembimbing TA).
- first snow. saya baru liat liat fotonya Ninna tentang first snow nya dia kmaren kmaren.
- salju di musim panas. itu fenomena yang di Australi, mungkin bikin saya penasaran.
- eropa. yaaa saya pengen ke eropa.
- adek saya. saya baru ketemu dia kemaren.
- agam. semalem saya ninggalin agam, hehe
- eiger. kemaren saya baru ke eiger

ha ha ha. yang lain saya ngga tau korelasinya apa.......
what a dream lah yaaa......

Jumat, 24 Desember 2010

Mekarwangi.

Pada suatu hari....
Disaat kami semua lapar dan tidak punya makanan.. dan suntuk dan ngga tau mau makan dimana..

Bang Asrap berinisiatif untuk pergi ke lembang lewat jalan deket tjoret..
Dan kami pun makan dan minum bajigur bergelas gelas...

   
Masih belum pengen pulang maka kami pun terus ke lembang. Dan cita-cita sayah ke borma lembang pun terkabul..
Lalu disuatu tempat di pedalaman lembang, saya pengen difoto, tapi diejek kampungan ama Bule. Yaudah sayah foto sama Asrap, difotoin Bule. Tapi Bule cemburu, jadi gini hasil fotonya..

 
Terus sembari malu malu, bule minta difoto juga..
Tapi lagi lagi karna masi sebel saya foto bedua sama Asrap, jadi pas mau dicekrek kameranya saya disundul pake pantat, jadinya gini deh..




Charger Ilang.

Iya charger kamera sayah ilang, damn dimana kau sembunyi.
Siapa yang punya Nikon Coolpix S3? Pleaseeee.....

Senin, 20 Desember 2010

Make-up.

Ternyata yang paling nggak asik dari pake make-up adalah bagian ngebersiinnya. Disaat udah capek, sampe kosan, dan pengen langsung gogoleran.... oh tidakkkkk harus bersiin make-up dulu. Mulai menghadapi kenyataan hidup kalo wanita (terkadang) harus dandan.

Btw selamat buat teman sayah Monik....... (padang, beke, mata coklat, dan lebar, kembaran saya beberapa tahun yang lalu. heheh) dan Fajar, yang baru saja menikaaaaaaah... oh ya ampun udah musim nikah lagi!

Selasa, 14 Desember 2010

You.

Well, in some ways, I kinda let this thing happen.. just for.. I don't know. For us maybe? For us just to remember how it feels like, for us to have our brighter day, or just smile for a while. To forget our mess and crappy days, in thousand times before. To be or not to be with you.

And when I said you, maybe refer to you, you, you, and you.

Minggu, 12 Desember 2010

12 Desember.

Yeah rite,

now I'm jealous..

Sabtu, 04 Desember 2010

Joglosemar.

Pada suatu hari, sayah, Galih, Dessy, Dara, dan Abi lagi ke Jogja, dateng ke acara kumpul-kumpul DP di UKDW (Universitas Kristen Duta Wacana). Terus kita mau lanjut ke Solo, ke rumah om nya Galih, karna besoknya mau ke pantai. Karna UKDW deket banget ternyata sama stasiun lempuyangan, jadi kita naik dari situ. Dan nggak sengajaaa... naik kereta namanya Joglosemar.

Sayah sukaaaa bgt naek kereta ini. soalnya kayak naek mrt, heheh. ya maksudnya keretanya bagus, bersih, nggak ribut, dan lain-lain. di dalemnya juga enak dan ga desek desekan kayak kereta jogja-solo biasanya. tiketnya jg murah, kalo ga salah 10rb buat Jogja-Solo, yang kira-kira 1 jam perjalanan! Kalo ga salah baca jadwal berangkatnya cuma jam 16.30 dr Jogja, sama jam 8 pag dari Solo... untung pas nyampe Lempuyangannya!



(2 foto terakhir by Dessy Fapiola)

Jumat, 26 November 2010

Solo, Traveler.

Do I like traveling solo?

Well, for now I prefer no.

It's not about how I scared about something happen to me because I am alone, and I am a (little) girl. And even it's not about how I feel alone in my trip..

For me, it's all about how I can't express how happy I am to someone else.

Senin, 15 November 2010

I am so...

....Sorry, but I have to. I have to end this so we'll be as good as we used to be.
Love you mom, dad.. as always.

Minggu, 24 Oktober 2010

Past 3 Days.

Pleaseee.. enough drama!
Ooooooorrr..... should I wait for the new drama?? haha

so many things happened in this past 3 days, i am happy, sad, angry, confused, feeling guilty, afraid, missing someone, and miss someone, feel something weird, laughing, and crying at the same time. oh my god.

Minggu, 17 Oktober 2010

I am in a broken heart, again.

...
Disappointed, again.
H o w c o u l d y o u !

Jumat, 10 September 2010

National Library, Singapore.

Akhirnya saya sempet dateng kesini, Singapore National Library. Walaupun ga sempet masuk dan cuma liat diluar doang, tp.... asik benerrrr perpustakaan bagus giniii. gausah lah ya dibandingin sama yang di soekarno-hatta?! yang sama sama national library juga. Hehe..

Perpustakaan ini kira kira letaknya diantara Orchard ama Bugis lah, jadi kalo jalan kaki dari dari salah satu, sama aja kira kira jaraknya. Gedungnya berdiri sendiri, udah keliatan. Bagus. Emm... yang menarik perhatian sayah, adalah satu kotak segede ruangan, atau ruangan kayak kotak, hehe, yang ada di lantai bawah, diluar pintu masuk perpustakaan, tulisannya: 24-hr Bookdrop.
Wooooow. ngiri kan?

Kebetulan pas saya foto foto ini kotak, ada ibu ibu dateng mau balikin buku. Ternyata cara kerja nya adalah.. si ibu tinggal naro buku yang mau dikembaliin di slot yang udah disediain, nanti ada mesin yang nyensor si buku, dan kalo bukunya bener, nanti di layar digital diatas slot buku tertulis: Returned. Wooooow. Coooool.





Nah, kebetulan hari itu ada pameran icon nya singapur juga, jadi saya liat liat. Terus ada space buat corat coret bikin icon sendiri, jadi saya gambar miun, tapi butut. Hehe. Malu maluin aja jadi anak sr.





Yang bikin ngiri lagi, di pelataran bawah itu ada cafe yang enak bgt suasananya. huhu. pake angin sepoi sepoi gituh.

Dan..... yang bikin kalap...
di bangunan sebelah perpus ini, di Bain Street. ada satu bangunan penuh ruko yang jual bukuuuuu semua. Ini dia palasarinya singapur...!
Ternyata disini lah Basheer Book Store yang tersohor berada, dan disini juga sayah beli Lonely Planet seharga 2 dollar singapur! (ToT)

National Library Singapore

Rabu, 08 September 2010

Today.

Today, in a cloudy day,
after months over a broke up, after lonely days, after spending time with anyone elses,
after dreams by dreams, after phone calls almost everyday, after jelousy..

I suddenly feel the pain, again.
And it is hurt.

Rabu, 01 September 2010

Preview.

Saya besok Preview 1,
doakan doakan lancaaaaaar... =D

Sabtu, 28 Agustus 2010

Tumpukan Struk.

Sekitar dua taun yang lalu, saya pernah denger seorang teman, kk kelas, tatib (panca -red) sayah bilang kalo dia nemuin cara yang ampuh biar dia bisa inget sama sesuatu, soalnya ingetannya parah. Yaituuuu dengan ngomong ke semua orang kalo dia harus ini itu tanggal segitu jam segitu, nanti biar orang lain yang bakal ngingetin dia pas udah waktunya. hahha.. atuhlah pancaaaaaaa

Nah saya baru sadar gimana cara saya nginget sesuatu, secara ingetan saya juga payah.

Dimulai dengan dari kecil saya suka nulis diary, yang masi ada sampe sekarang, diary mickey mouse yang ada kuncinya itu loh. Lama lama udah gedean dikit dan mulai megang komputer, jadi nulis diary di word yang dipakein password, hehe tetep. Tambah lama jadi nambah sama blog. Terus ada lagi catetan perjalanan, yah semacam jurnal lah jadinya, abis kemana naik apa makan apa, dll. List pengeluaran saya selama jalan ke suatu tempat juga berguna. Tambah lagi, saya selalu foto foto dan ngumpulin si foto foto tiap jalan atau ada acara apaaaa gt. Yang paling kerasa sekarang adalah saya punya setumpuk bon, tiket, stuk belanja, stuk atm di kosan. Ini yah, ternyata ampuh bgt buat nginget nginget yang pernah saya alamin. Ke-clutter-an saya ternyata bukan nggak beralasan. hehe.
Jadi sekarang kalo buka buka semua itu, saya suka nemuin banyak hal yang saya juga udah lupa pernah beli atau kesana gitu.. Niiiiice...


Kamis, 26 Agustus 2010

Long Distance.

Apa persamaannya long distance relationship, ama long distance and not in relationship?

Sama sama malesin. heheh.

Rabu, 25 Agustus 2010

Vredeburg.

Setelah sekian kali ke jogja, akhirnya tercapai juga masuk Benteng Vredeburg bulan mei kemaren. Gara gara skalian nungguin anak anak mandi, akhirnya jalan jalan sendirian di sekitar Malioboro. Begitu masuk langsung ditanyain satpam: Sama siapa mbak? begitu sayah jawab sendirian si satpam rada amaze gitu, hahhaa.
Emang seharusnya nggak sendirian juga si masuk ksini ternyata. Si benteng sepi bener, dan diorama nya nyeremin, tempat diorama nya deng yang nyeremin. Bangunan buat majang diorama nya ada beberapa, semuanya gelap atau remang remang, syiiiit.. malah di diorama ke 2 atau 3, kita harus lewat lorong dulu, bareng sama lorong ke wc... buset dah.
Diorama 4 malah sayah ga brani masuk, satu gedung terpisah, pintu depannya hampir ketutup, begitu buka pintu langsung ke lorong lumayan panjang, diujung lorong dipajang baju tentara bekas perang....... aaaaa gimana nggak horor masuk nyaaaa.
Tapi bagus sih diorama diorama nya, di museum shop juga ada beberapa barang yang menarikkkk....




Selasa, 24 Agustus 2010

Old Time Shit(s).

We used to be like this in our first grade in seni rupa ITB.
That night, in 2010, we did it again. Haha.




Yes, this only for OLD time Antonio..

Senin, 23 Agustus 2010

I.

I scream.
I cry.
I am sad.

But anyway,
I am proud of you,
For not looking back,
at me.

Jumat, 20 Agustus 2010

Hug.

Somebody give me a hug,

please....

Sabtu, 14 Agustus 2010

Botak.

Eh botak! Enak aja kamu bilang saya ga boleh nyari orang lain, orangnya aja gamau ditungguin!

Selasa, 10 Agustus 2010

I Have a Plan.

Planning this thing might be much moooore interesting than doing it.
hahahhahaaa.....

Senin, 02 Agustus 2010

Berenang!

Setelah beli baju renang, akhirnya kesampean berenang! Sama si Ingas..
Berdasarkan referensi orang orang, dan tempatnya di tengah kota, akhirnya kita milih di siliwangi.....

Lumayan bagus, di dalemnya ada dua kolam, satu yang gede, satu lagi yang buat mainan anak anak, ada perosotannyaaaaaaa! Harganya lumayan mahal si, 50rb, eh tapi gatau deng harga ditempat lain brp... secara ga pernah berenang jg..





Daaaaaaan berlanjut sampe malem, setelah main prosotan dan mulai laper, kita mesen makanan ama kopi....... asik asik

We're having a girls talk, sebenernya ngobrol pathetic pathetic cewe almost-quarter-life-crisis gitu, hahaha.



Ngobrol pun lanjut lagi skalian nyemplung lagi. btw airnya anget, dan setelah malem.... sayah baru bisa bilang kalo 50rb itu worthed... suasananya enak banget kalo udah malem maleeeeeem... ada lampu lampu, sama musik...



aaaaaaaaaaaaaa mau lagi!

Kamis, 29 Juli 2010

Andrew.

My Andrew is about to take his own journey today.

Wish you luck, Andrew. Always.

Selasa, 27 Juli 2010

Man.

Why man regret their own desicions right after someone new come into his ex life? Is that a jealousy or a feeling that you don't want to be replace or something? Well you are an egoist.

Btw ini bukan tentang sayah, atau emang tentang sayah. Hehe.

Minggu, 25 Juli 2010

Kata Litya boleh di copy..

Abis baca ini di blog nya litya, pengen jugaaaaaa.....

Bold the truths:


I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to MySpace.
I’m shy around the opposite sex.
I bite my nails.
I currently regret something I have done. (or i HAVEN'T and/or DIND'T do)
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy jazz music.
I have a car. (not of my own)
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humour.
I have had a broken bone.
I have caller ID on my phone.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.
I love to cook.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 CDs.
I own over 100 DVDs.
I own and use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter.
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.

I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LIKE)
Acceptance. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic! At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. BeyoncĂ©. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan.Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson.Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Clay Aiken. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eminem. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles. Britney Spears. Spice Girls. The Gossip. Lady GaGa. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi.

II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)
Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage. Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding. Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club. Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill. Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 Again. 8 Mile. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs. Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. Click. Scarface. District 9.

III. TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)
ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. South Park. America’s Next Top Model. Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory. Seinfeld. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons. Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. King of Queens. Survivor. The O.C. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. How I Met Your Mother. CSI. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911. I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Moonlight. Supernatural. Ace of Cakes. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World. Whose Line is it Anyway?. Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Dragon Ball Z.Futurama. Firefly. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Cowboy BeBop. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars.Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager. The Hills. Laguna Beach. Vampire Diarie

Sabtu, 24 Juli 2010

Excited.

I am excited.

Excited like a little girl to her doll.
Excited like buying spices.
Excited like wearing high heels.
Excited like when i'm in a supermarket.
Excited like making a list.
Excited like having a new crush! =)

Kamis, 22 Juli 2010

A.

Lagi lagi semalem sayah mimpi, kali ini mimpi ngedatengin rumah dosen sayah.

Sebut saja oknum A.
Haahahahaha.

Senin, 19 Juli 2010

J.

Semalem sayah mimpi mau masuk ke sarang jelangkung. what the hell. tapi untungnya di mimpi saya takut, trs gamau masuk gorong gorong tempat sarangnya. hahhaa thanks god.

Kenapa bisa mimpi beginiaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnn??!!!! ya ampun ga lucu.

Minggu, 18 Juli 2010

You're just too busy to listen to my story.

You're just too busy to listen to my story.

Why can't you sit down and listen to me? or just ask me how i feel..?

Facebook pagi pagi.

Suatu hari, saya dengan santai santai aja buka facebook di pagi hari. Iseng iseng ngeliat foto foto orang... dan sampai ke satu album baru seseorang. Isinya foto landscape, gedung, suasana negri antah berantah..... dan deg. Tiba tiba untuk sesaat, atau sampai saat ini.. keinginnan traveling sayah hilaaaaaaang sehilang hilangnya. Sampe kaget ternyata bisa yah punya perasaan kayak gini diumur segini. Kalo beberapa tahun lagi dan udah tua dan udah kemana mana mah mungkin wajar aja. tapi sekaraaaaaaang? oh tidak.

Kenapa bisa? karna album ini punyanya 'saingan' sayah. Well, mungkin ini terlalu berlebihan yah, tapi beneraaaannn jadi ilang keinginan buat jalan jalan. Pathetic skaliii.. huh. I don't wanna go to some places new and exciting for me, and she said, ..I've been there. Been there with almost no efforts to get there. HUH.

Rabu, 14 Juli 2010

After All This Years..



After two and a half years, we're roooockkkkkssss!!!



Happy Birthdey Andrew.. ('3'')

Senin, 28 Juni 2010

Bandung.

Bandung lagi dingin-dinginya sekarang. Enak. Bisa make baju anget. Bisa make syal. Bisa nikmatin kopi di udara dingin. Bisa leyeh leyeh doang dibalik selimut seharian, hahhha... berasaaaa minggu. Btw, sayah paling suka keadaan bandung kayak sekarang, sejuuuuuuukkk bgt. Buat yang lagi nggak di bandung mah gausah kesini lah... nanti macet. hehhehe.

Take a walk in the middle of the night will be grrrrrrreeeeeaaaaaaaatt!!!

Rabu, 16 Juni 2010

Pagi buta.

Akhirnya sayah sadar, walopun kesel, tapi yang ngga bisa diharapkan kalo pacaran sama Andrew James Rogers adalah.. leha leha sebelum salah satu pergi jauh.. JANGAN HARAPPPPP! Weeee.. dong dong gini jadinya.

Senin, 14 Juni 2010

Bla Bla Bla

Well, I had a strange feeling these days, that i know i can't ignore for now. Just for now =)

Minggu, 06 Juni 2010

Gimme Gimme Gimme


Ternyata ada yang lebih pas......


Half past twelve
And I'm watching the late show in my flat all alone
How I hate to spend the evening on my own
Autumn winds
Blowing outside my window as I look around the room
And it makes me so depressed to see the gloom

there's not a soul out there
no one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

Movie stars
Find the end of the rainbow, with a fortune to win
It's so different from the world I'm living in
Tired of T.V.
I open the window and I gaze into the night
But there's nothing there to see, no one in sight

there's not a soul out there
no one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight...
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight...

there's not a soul out there
no one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day......


ABBA

Sabtu, 05 Juni 2010

As Lovers Go

Malem malem nggak bisa tidur, tiba-tiba keinget lagu ini,
bagus banget liriknya, gombal, tapi tetep pengen ada yang nyanyiin beginian buat sayah hahhaha...

She said "I've gotta be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishing round here."
And I said "you must be mistaken,
I'm not fooling... this feeling is real"
She said "you gotta be crazy,
What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?
"You've got wits, you've got looks,
You've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong."

All wrong.
All wrong.
But you got me...

I'll be true, I'll be useful...
I'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you...
If you'll just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?

And I said "I've gotta be honest
I've been waiting for you all my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane,
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
You've got wits... you've got looks,
You've got passion but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?

Tonight.
Tonight.
But you've got me...

I'll be true, I'll be useful...
I'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you...
If you'll just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?

Dashboard Confessional

Oh god, kenapa pathetic pisan malem ini..

Stars.

Twinkle twinkle little star..
How I wonder what you are...

Rabu, 21 April 2010

Thank You!

Well... setelah berkali-kali sharing, ngobrol, curhat, ternyata enak banget rasanya.. clearly i'm not alone at this time. thank you friends! =)
We're not gonna give up, right?!

Minggu, 04 April 2010

2 Years.

Ada apa lagi setelah ini??
Haha... udahlah, gausah dipikirin..

Selasa, 30 Maret 2010

Baik baik ajah.

Beberapa menit yang lalu temen sayah nanya, apa kabar? saya jawab bisa dibilang baik baik ajah.. hehe terus dia nanya lagi, yakin baik baik ajah?..... hahha

Masalah mah ngga mungkin juga ngga ada sama sekali, toh disaat terlalu banyak masalah yang numpuk kayak sekarang, pelan-pelan pasti ada jalan keluarnya, satu satu pasti selesai juga akhirnya. Buat sayah masalah itu yang bikin kita tambah dewasa lagi, buat saya masalah itu ujian yang harus dihadapin, kayak tes masuk kuliah. hehe. Buat saya nggak ada juga pilihan buat kabur, karna udah jelas bakal nambah masalah lagi. kalo kabur buat refreshing sih gapapa. hehe

Setelah semua ini, sebenernya sayah bersyukur punya keluarga kayak gini, punya temen kayak gini, punya pacar kayak gini. Walaupun kadang masih ada yang sayah nggak ngerti, masih ada yang sayah tuntut, toh mereka juga sebaliknya ke sayah. Buat sayah yang penting masih ada usaha untuk saling ngerti, masih ada usaha untuk saling toleransi,
dan sayah bersyukur untuk semua itu.

Rabu, 10 Maret 2010

Everything.

When something really really unexpected punch you right in your face, you still have to feel the pain, even it hurt so much. Then slowly recover it, even you really don't know how to recover.
And maybe someday that you don't know when, start to think another way again, start to face another life again, and start to...... I don't know, EVERYTHING again.

Sabtu, 20 Februari 2010

........

If there is a way to reduce it, I prefer to do that.
Cause believe me, i have no more idea how to face it.

Jumat, 12 Februari 2010

3:11 am

Jam 3 pagi dan belum bisa tidur.
Where r u?

Really, where r u.

Sabtu, 06 Februari 2010

Angkot Gedebage.

Kemarin saya nggak sengaja naik angkot gedebage, cuma sebentar, dari Carrefour ke rumah. Tapi yang sebentar itu ternyata jadi nostalgia.

Jadi... ada beberapa anak SMP di angkot itu, entah smp mana. Cewe-cewe nih, sepanjang jalan kerjaannya ngobrol... nanya pelajaran... ngomongin orang.. smp bgt lah

Pikiran saya langsung melayang, 7 tahun yang lalu (TUJUH!!!), saya yang ada di posisi mereka.. pulang sekolah bareng-bareng.. biasanya sama tiara, mega, juju, atau temen lain.. ngobroooool terus diangkot, ketawa ketawa bikin ribut. ahhahhaa..... time flies
sekarang sy cuma bisa senyum dalam hati ngeliatin anak anak ini ngobrol....

=)