I've been really good enjoying my days when my trigger says hi again. This time with a little signal before. But apparently, again, the trigger is bigger than how I thought it would be. It is really exhausting to be like this, but I guess I am still working on it.
I'm just there, struck by the lightning once again. But not being reactive this time. I am too exhausted. So I just went out of there and took my time alone. Sit there with a small tear in the corner of my eye. Broken more like the inside than outside. Disappointed, again.
Do I still set my expectation too high? I don't know.
What does it mean to me? Is it worth my tears again? I don't know.
I know someday I can live my live better than this. I can trust myself better than this.
You are getting better, 잘했어 Mia.
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